Danger of cancer vs Doctor mishandling

It's just a fresh sad news from oven, my friend just passed away on July 9, 2015 after 3 weeks being hospitalized. this is such an unpredictable loss.

Questions i have now.. whether the sickness/desease which cause the death or doctor mishandling. Here is the chronology. A friend of mine called me that he got a colic after drinking 2 cans of coca cola with empty stomach and was asking my advise on whether he should go to herbalist whom i heal my gallstone 2 years ago.

He seems to have gallstone as well in his gallbladder, and 1 day after that call i was informed that he is hospitalized because he was in a severe sickness. and diagnoses from doctor said that there was fat on his kidney and need to do surgery.

Then the surgery was conducted by doctor, but it was not fat and he was told that it's a cancer found in his kidney and doctor didn;t dare to do any action, and he might need to be refereed to other hospital. so they just close the surgery area.

but problem after that surgery, my friend was then put into ICU for 2 weeks and his conditions kept dropping, blood pressure was at 90/50, breath issue. until 8 of July we were informed that he was in critical situation and need to do blood cleansing with the hope that after the cleansing all toxin because of metabolism can be cleared out.

The cleansing takes up 5 hours with a machine. really shocking he passed away after that blood cleansing, which I don;t think it's cause by the cancer, but it's more because of mishandling. ah really sad news. i just don't think cancerous desease will cause death penalty within weeks, he was okay 3 weeks ago.

Very sad, hope you have a good rest. good bye my friend

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